we love a lil grunt work now n then. idk what i mean i've just been thinking about it, it's kind of everything you said but mostly liaising??? with more than just sitting in meetings. like i can heal folks, at least as triage, and i never got to finish the paramedic stuff cause of burlington [...] evacuating n everything but i kept up my EMT cert this whole time and it feels like a waste of it all to just be like "yeah i can help you with your cut wait til we get home in 20 minutes to 12 hours ok???" when we're out there. like i watched my partner's ribs get crushed tonight and it's a fuckin sight we could really use an actual field medic or some shit idk

so it's all about ✨me✨ and ✨my problems✨



[...] he'll be fine btw i wouldn't be on my phone if he weren't